I awoke from my bed around 10:00 am to my Mom standing in the kitchen. She asked me if I would like to go to Elizabeth with her. As I was in the car with her she turned her head around and spoke in a frantic tone and said “we are going to stop at the hospital because your aunt has been patiently waiting to hear the news regarding your uncle he had a mild heart attack and is currently in critical condition”! I sat there pondering and began asking myself “ witch uncle is he? Is he in good hands? Can I trust the Holy Spirit to watch over him? All these questions kept going through my head. Eventually when we arrived I started to feel nauseous and started to feel heat flashes but I did not pay any attention to the feeling because I saw my aunt and realized which uncle it was. A few moments later a doctor walked to us and said that they would have to start chest compressions, they attempted chest compressions three times and they managed to get a faint pulse emulating on the machine but then a nurse walked up to us and said that they would stop chest compressions if his heart were to stop beating again and I felt a sense of uneasiness in my gut because I had a feeling as to what that meant. We were allowed to stay in the room with him and the nurse said that we could pray and say what we needed to say my cousin sat near him and began to say his last words to him and while he was speaking my uncle/godfather died………. I had no words I couldn’t think I just was in shock and a few hours later I stood outside and cried I felt alone and helpless and angry at god because I realized that no matter how many times I prayed he would never get better and that’s why I questioned my faith.
Not sure if you guys remember my friend Andre or not, but he really needs some encouragement right now. Please go spread some love. he’s really having a rough time. He’s also the person who runs @naturestudents, which is an online garden blog. Go follow him and send some encouragement!
Okay, I know its not Christmas anymore, but one of my biggest stress relief fidget toys broke and there is a replacement that USED TO BE cheap on Amazon, not to mention that I REALLY WANT to start saving up for a fursuit or mascot head, but I don’t have the money for it, so I’ll be taking commissions for $5 to $10, at around this quality or slightly better.
I can do human busts, basic intestine gore, furries, CUSTOM CHARACTERS, animals, and if it isn’t on this list, if you’re willing to pay a little more I WILL TRY IT. I can do fanart too. If you want me to try a different style, if you’re willing to pay more, I can do that.
I can only take payment in emailed Amazon gift cards tho. Shouldnt be too hard. Just Dm me with any questions or a request to commission and if it works out I’ll do thale art and you send an amazon giftcard to animatronic.doof@gmail.com
I’m a poor bisexual transboy with anxiety who really needs to replace his primary on hand, easily transportable stress toy and really wants to get into fursuiting eith AT LEAST a head, so help me save AND practice doing badges by commissioning me please?
Mascot costumes, and by extension, fursuits, make me feel safe and GREATLY destress me, as I’m a former mascot performer with formal/professional mascot training, if you seriously need an explanation LOL.
PLEASE BOOST IF YOU CAN NOT BUY.
LIKE FUCKING SERIOUSLY. IT DOESNT COST YOU MONEY TO HIT REBLOG, DOES IT?
(If it does cost you money or you would get in trouble or for any other reason CAN’T, im sorry and this doesn’t apply to you, but maybe link it to someone who can boost?)
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